Poetry

Drowning in Silence

I sit alone all night long,
things rushing through my mind.
I sort out all the things that are right from wrong,
sometimes guilt is all i find.
Empty shell of forgetfulness,
drowning in a sea of silence.
The quiet takes my breath away,
death to those it becomes,
never ending morbidness,
the sea of death erases,
all the hope of new day coming.
Saddness all is left for those who remain,
the rest are full of nothing but sane less,
in a ship on the invisible plane.

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Confused

confusion in my head
filling me full of dread
not knowing what to do
cause i cannot confront you
i feel so lost, so dead
cause words arent said
confused is how i feel
these things i cannot deal
i wish you would tell me your plan
if you still want to be my man
if you want to break up i understand
tell me now though if you can
please donot punish me for what i do
i promise i am faithful to you
confused is what i am
as if you give a damn
confused is how i will be
until you confide in me.

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Don't

Don't tell me you love me,
unless it is true.
Don't say you need me,
unless you do.
Don't tell me you want me,
cause I'll want you too.
Don't tell me lies,
cause I will believe you.
Don't lead me on,
It will be to much to bare.
Don't act like you truely do care.
Don't be happy, when you make me hurt.
Don't laugh and joke, or treat me like dirt.
Be honest, be upfront, tell me how you feel.
I'm a tough chick, I'm sure I can deal.
Don't tell me things, you don't really mean.
Don't let me think your the man of my dreams.
If your just in it for games, keep it real,
cause if you don't, my heart you will steal.

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Lost Love

things changed
along time ago
when you told me
good-bye
crying in the dark
alone and sad
your promises broken
no truth kept
undying love
no matter the cost
emptiness power
in unmade trust
three years older
nothings changed
you are you,
nothing has changed.

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Burning

When you look at me i see it,
when you touch me i feel it,
when you hold me i know it,
its burning inside of me.
Emotion's running deep,
i look into your eyes,
and see your soul.
Burning fires of forgetfulness,
could it be love?
what could it be?
this burning, this horrible wonderful feeling.
Burning.
just what could it be?
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Emptiness

feeling so empty,
how do i survive?
feeling like i am not alive.
numb to the world is how i feel,
not knowing how to deal.
the world grows, passing me by.
i have no feelings, not even remorse
what could it be? some evil force?
alone i sit no feelings of love nor hate.
wanting to feel better i sit and wait
happiness never comes to me,
emptiness is all i will ever be.
left to weak to cry,
i sleep and sleep, wonder if i will die,
trying to wish my life away,
though it never comes, no matter how hard i pray,
emptiness is how i feel,
fighting of the evil of free will.
emptiness which exsists in me,
Emptiness is all i will ever be.

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End

Truth unspoken is the tale,
between the worlds that proveil.
Another mind I can see,
What the fates have in store for me.
A small spirtit, a small mind,
to the earth we all are bind.
In the moment of love be true,
Cupid's arrow points at you,
a love lost, a love begun,
destingy of all the light of the sun.
in the end it all will show,
on the winds of an ebony corw.
for everything thta does begin,
will surely have an end.

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Vampire

Lost alone in total black,
not knowing how to find my way back.
scared, empty inside.
feeling though i had died.
no tears to come thats for sure,
all out of questions,
to much for my heart to endure.
blood runs so thick,
thinking in my head i must be sick
noone to understand,
no help, no hand,
a pause of silence,
a water thats dense,
looking over me glance and stare,
as if they really truelly care.
to much bull, not what i need,
a little nourishment, a nightly feed,
a stake through the heart,
a perfect end, to a perfect start.

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Madness

Crazy thoughts run through my mind,
wanting the punishment,but never the crime.
Crazy thoughts of abuse and hate,
leaving me feeling maimed and irrate.
Madness enters like a bat out of hell,
Scars only proving, what time didn't tell.
Noone to understand my true fate,
sitting all alone,paralyzed from the wait.
A knife running near my veins,
Someday knowing ill go insane.
Blood dripping wet, and red,
Making sure I'm alive, cause I feel dead.
Madness moves in slow and sure,
but, I'm the only one it will endure.
Alone in the darkness i sit.
No life in my body, just me, that is it

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Take A Hint

No, I cant buy you a car,

I can't give you the moon and stars,

I can't give you a mansion on a hill,

I can't pay all of your bills.

I don't promise paradise,

or a win on Las Vegas Dice.

I don't want to give you the sky,

thats the truth, ain't no lie.

I do know things will be hard,

that maybe we will get tired.

I do know I love you,

more then your so called boo.

I'll be here to listen, to understand your every word.

To make you laugh, when your bored.

To talk and comfort you,when things are sad.

To wipe your tears, when things are bad.

To be your strength, when you are weak.

To be here for you, when love is what you seek.

Somethings are better then money you see,

I'd give you happiness and love,

If my girl you will be!

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Fate

I can listen to a song,

and you pop in my head.

I don't know if I should be happy,

or my heart filled with dread.

I see your face in my mind,

Sometimes smiling, sometimes sad,

Remembering good times and the bad.

The last love you was told,

as you left me standing in the cold.

My heart in peices on the balcony floor,

I knew then I'd never love another more.

Many times I've tried to hate,

I was already under your spell it was to late.

Noone could ever be like you,

I knew in my heart this was true.

I wanted to move on and forget,

But my love was to far gone,

So now for you I wait,

Cause to be with you is my fate.

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Wonder

Sometimes I try to hold on to the past,

Wishing times could last forever.

When we were together,

I was happy as can be,

Seeing you smile, with that look in your eyes

It was fun while it lasted, until we said our good-byes.

Do you wonder what if we had stuck it out?

If we would have lasted throughout the doubts.

Would we have still been in love?

Do you ever wonder?

Back to our first kiss,

When you slid closer to me,

I felt the warmness of your breath,

I was so nervous, wondering how could this be?

I ran outta the car,

up the stairs,

slammed the door,

but I wanted so much more.

Now I still know you were the one.

And I'll always love you so

Do you ever wonder what if we were still together,

and the good-byes were never said?

Do you wonder?

So, I sit with these thoughts in my head,

Wishing you were in my arms,

To be your security, everything you need.

To make you happy, never cause you harm.

What ever you want I would do the deed,

So, tell the truth, Do you ever wonder?

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Blind Date

You seemed so cool before we met,

but that night I totally regret.

You made me feel like a fool,

that you Butch,

just aint cool.

You let me just sit there,

nothing to do just stare.

I told you things would change.

that your feelings would rearrange.

Now you wont even talk to me,

Somethings I guess just arent ment to be.

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Tell Me

I promised myself

It wouldn't be like that again

that my heart

you would never win

that I would not let myself love you

But it happened.

and theres nothing I could do.

I tried to hate you

deep in my heart I knew

One day you will love me

the way I do you.

I guess I just fooled myself

you care nothing of love,

just personal wealth.

all the tears I have cried,

puddles like rivers, falling from my eyes

My heart broken,never to mend

Cause of the lies, you did send

Please be honest with me, thats all I ask

Don't patrionize or hide the truth like a mask.

If you don't love me thats what to say,

the more you lead me on, the harder comes each day.

So tell me now so my heart can heal.

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Words

Words are spoken

a michevious token

words found untrue

when you say love you too

you claim your love is going strong

but, im my heart, somethings wrong

Lie after lie you tell me,

a pawn in your heart you need me to be.

You think love is blind,

that the truth I will never find

to you I guess I'm a big fool,

If you want happiness, You need a new tool.

To you love is a game,

and hurting me has no shame.

you say,"I will never hurt you again"

but instead you create a worse sin.

Never again will my heart be all yours,

Never again will I be hurt anymore

I will always love you,

but, to my ownself be true.

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You

I think about you all the time

Can't seem to get you off my mind

It's driving me crazy,

living here without you baby.

I thought this time was different.

I thought this time you would have changed.

but, again you fooled me

my love for you blinded me

the hurt I didnt want to see

my heart hurt before,

I thought I couldnt endure

Now its in a million pieces

where you left it, lying on my bedroom floor

Making myself forget

Acting as if you don't exist.

Erasing you from my memory

Why did I have to believe your lies?

You hurt me one to many times.

The saddest part is I still love you

No matter the bad things you put me through

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Honest

I'll always love you

this is true

I know deep down

you love me too

sometimes games are easier to play

when the truth is hard to say

I bet you deny it

I know you must

You know theres more

Then just pure lust.

Calmness in you eyes

laughter in your touch

I know I want you to damn much

I'd do anything for just one night,

to show you how I could make things right.

To show you how you should be loved.

To show how fast you would give her up

when push came to shove.

To hold you in my arms until daylight

to make sweet love to you all during the night.

I can admit the truth, thats how I honestly feel.

But you hide in shadows,

affraid to be honest,

affraid of the deal.

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